Over the past couple of days I have felt a sense of unease. My subconscious is aware of it also -- I have been having strange dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I attempted to identify the issue I thought about several matters, and after 2-3 days I've come to some answers.
Walk away from your crutches, even if its your best friend
I am lucky enough to have a great companion in San Diego. However, it's important that you know when you must walk your own path. Quite often, we lean on the shoulders of others, and in the process, forget to learn that which we ought to learn to do ourselves. By way of example, I am constantly hanging out with him, and we play video games. This really is excellent fun, but lately after our LA trip I've felt a sense of waste after enjoying games. So I flashed my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and now I have far more spare time on my hands. So the lesson is, learn if you have to develop your own strength, and also have the courage to walk away from the best friend. He/she will know, that you need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also discovered that my day pick up skills are much better, and that I have a tendency to do better in my. From time to time, you have to go out there and watch the world for yourself, instead of resenting others for"holding back you", when in fact, you are the one which's doing it!
Seeing the silver lining in everything
As a kid, I used to think that when I am studying the piano at the day, all of the other children are out there playing in the golden sunset! No! I felt a sense of loss! Yet, nowadays, I'm grateful on a few nights when I could just be in the office and work to my heart's content. Just me and my job. Sometimes I may feel like this is lonely and it is, but that is how it is for now, and I have learned to see it as a boon, I get to hangout with my friends when I want to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal obligations.
Being trendy without"trying"
I've leverage the capability to be present thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I have discovered that when I am relaxed and unstressedI have a open vibe. People today talk to me. "What is that you're buying?" I think that on weekdays, since many individuals are worried, an unstressed, receptive energy translates well compared to all the pent up energy that people see everyday. I am lucky enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my entire life, and that I shall continue to channel a cool, open vibe, even though I am working hard at work.
Presence, and internal love When we judge other people, in certain ways we are also dealing with our own demons. Your own presence of light is enough -- that alone can sustain you and put in love to the entire world. Sometimes our ego gets in the way, and we out of the spark and magnificent of what's already there to start with.
Strive for the finest, judgement Absolutely Free of others I realized this is the incorrect way to look at the entire world. Everyone is on their own journey. In a lot of ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself -- at my own inability to make things function. I should have sought out help earlier, or acknowledged that I needed to meet new people, rather than resenting my pals. You can't always change someone, however you can always love them.
It is okay to be an asshole, occasionally our mistakes teach us the way to arrive at the Ideal solution
In order for me to "find peace".
Or reach a point of approval, I had to go through pain. The pain makes it possible to reach a point (hopefully) of throwing off the bags of their ego.
Intimate relationships, savor all the life has to offer you.
While I used to select the hottest women, I want zdrady mojej zony the deepest relationships in every area of my own life. Am I still drawn to beautiful women? Absolutely. However, my fascination now is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing charm for shallow beauty, and much more in tune with internal beauty.
I am still drawn sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections and an-ongoing kind of situation, I see myself valuing a gorgeous girl who has great inner qualities as well.